03.29.09
I have become rather addicted to the Daily Show. We get it in New Zealand, and its only a day behind, well its not really a day behind, it’s the whole time difference thing. I’ve been watching for a while and absolutely love it. Some of the stuff is totally American centric that I’m not sure about but the good thing about how widely sweeping American issues are, even I know what’s going on in this little corner of the world.
I ended up on their website and have been rewatching old interviews and segments. And I found the link to the Colbert Report. We don’t get that here, but after watching so many of the tosses, and the whole Steven/Jon/Conan fight during the writer’s strike I wanted to see what it was like, and I have to say I’m getting addicted to that too. I am turning into such a geek.
School, well I’m finally on track with that. I feel really good about it, although some of the readings are tough slog. I can’t read them online, I just get really dissoicative and blank out on what I’m reading so I’m having to spend a fortune on printing but I don’t really mind. I posted my first part tonight online and although I think its crap it’s done (and yes I’m aware everything I do I think is crap).
My love life is a fucking mess. I have these two, hell I don’t even know what to call them, so I’ll go for friends. Anyway, they both flirt. They both talk openly about sex, and I get the feeling they are both completely playing me. I like them sure, but one I’ve met and really like and he won’t commit, one talks to me all the time, says in amazing and she’s falling for me but wont’ even meet me. You know what I think it is, I think because I said I’m no longer willing to do the casual sex thing anymore I’m simply not worth the effort to put any real work into. Part of me just wants to say fuck it, I don’t care anymore, go away and leave me alone. But then I think I am so damn lonely most of the time that texting and messaging is better than complete aloneness. Man I’m that pathetic.