My mum just rang, Dad’s in hospital. They don’t know what’s wrong with him, he has extreme confusion and problems with processing things. They are querying a stroke, brain tumour or swelling around the brain right now, but they don’t really know what’s going on. Mum cried over the phone to me, I’m scared for Dad. I feel really guilty, the week past I have been so angry at them all, and now this. I know I didn’t cause this, but I still feel bad, a selfish daughter. I have never worked out how I feel about my dad, I love him and yet I know we are so angry with him. This could be really bad and I don’t know what I am feeling right now.