Trying to find a theme that suits me since it appears we are regularly journalling again. I’m not good with pale and pretty, although I liked the graphic on the pink one. So might just stay with this one for a while.
Trying to find a theme that suits me since it appears we are regularly journalling again. I’m not good with pale and pretty, although I liked the graphic on the pink one. So might just stay with this one for a while.
I just wrote this post about my poor hacked bleeding ankle and how painful it was, and its vanished into the ether. How am I suppose to get sympathy (and possibly chocolate) if no one knows about my suffering
I’m going to try reopening the comments option on my journal. But if I get over run with spam again, I’ll be closing it up, fair warning
Well I picked a good time to give up smoking it seems. I stopped last Friday, today the government has done a major price increase for tobacco products. I still miss smoking and would love to continue smoking, but financially it was out of my reach, and now its even more so.
So I think I have depression again. I have that feeling of it, not just being miserable, but actual depressive symptoms. The funny thing, for me, is I am considering medication. This is funny because for years I fought against it, I hated the stuff, and well, most of the time it never really worked, but I thought, I have… (more…)
I had a dream last night about water demons, they possessed people and sort of had water dripping out of the top of the head. It would have been scary but it was one of those dreams I have when I realise I’m dreaming and none of its real. Sometimes that happens in bad memory dreams and I can change… (more…)
I was talking to my mother the other day, and happened to mention I need new knickers as the ones I have the elastic is gone in them so they slide down. It was a joke, not that it wasn’t true, but I brought it up because I had a scary walk back from the bus where I feared my… (more…)
I should never speak to people this time of year. Holly messaged me, and for some reason that I don’t get I laid out in very bland, but extremely minimal, terms what my life is/was. Maybe its just that it hurts right now, and that hurt overrides that part of me that says, don’t tell anyone, don’t let anyone see.… (more…)
Easter, how crazy it makes me. This time of the year everything goes crazy and fragile. I’ve been barely holding everything in as the outside starts cracking. I hate it, I know why it is there, and I know it won’t last, doesn’t stop me hating it though. Yesterday I watched the latest episode of Supernatural thinking it would distract… (more…)