My cat seems to have decided she should be allowed the whole can of the new salmon pate cat food today. I’ve tried to have a rational discussion about how this is not going to happen. It hasn’t worked. Partly because, well, she’s a cat and incapable of discussions, rational or otherwise. And partly because she has perfected the whole… (more…)
So the continuing Holly saga. God it’s such a soap opera and I’m playing my part. When Holly first started flirting with me, making it seem like she had an interest, she brought up that she had some issues (who does) that made her scared about pursuing a relationship. Our mutual friend said the same thing, and after a couple… (more…)
All around me I’m getting that ‘you don’t count, you’re not worth it, we despise you’ message triggered and reinforced. -Not from the two friends I know read this, so don’t include yourselves in this.- I tell myself not to let it get to me, not to buy into it and find myself dragged down, but I’m not doing that… (more…)
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Woohoo. So ok I’m a little bit intoxicated. This isn’t a bad thing. Let me explain. Today at school it seemed no one was that interested in doing their work. Which meant a lot of chatting and socialising. In the afternoon, one of the women, someone we recently outed ourselves as being traumatised and crazy (long story don’t want to… (more…)
Kimbra, the female singer of this is a kiwi, it’s one of my fav songs when it came out, and now it’s topping the US charts, so I thought I’d share. I get it stuck in my head when I listen to it, so if you do you can blame me.
So I left the house today for five hours. I had to go to therapy this morning. It sucked, well I assume it did from the aftereffect, but I think it was sucky in a productive way rather than in that frustrating unproductive way. Waiting for the bus, well I just wanted to go home and curl up in a… (more…)
So the plan, head back out into the real world today. Woke up early enough, actually I woke up on time and for a change was wide awake. But I couldn’t do it. The world was too scary, so I ended up shutting the door and hiding out for the day. Now I tell myself that tomorrow will be different.… (more…)