Yesterday one of us went and got a burger from McDonalds. The joys of multiplicity I suppose, some of us don’t care about the food rules, they want a burger they have a burger. They don’t hang around to deal with the fallout or just gripe and bitch and don’t take responsibility. Or, as was this case, there is a… (more…)
When I was a high school student I was encouraged to leave school and get a job. The teachers told me it was a surprise that I passed school certificate and would not manage the 6th form. Now there are many things that make me angry about my treatment in my youth, but this is not one of them. I… (more…)
I got really angry at the dentist today. Not at the actual dentists, they did a really good job and were very supportive. No it was more anger that I’m still paying for what people choose to do 30 odd years ago. Because they wanted to fuck a child, because they got off on her terror my life hurts. But… (more…)
I’m having a day of transference; angry at all those people that have said, with their words or their actions that I wasn’t good enough, that I didn’t deserve their protection, their respect, their concern. But as angry and sad as I am with all those people that rejected me, sent me away, used me up, I know it is… (more…)
So I’m going to try to talk/write some of this stuff out. Here’s the start. When my dad was alive, the Lord of the Rings became our thing. It didn’t start out that way, Dad wanted Mum to enjoy it with him, but like most things she wasn’t interested in, she rubbished them, making derogatory comments and not even willing… (more…)
A couple of people emailed me with suggestions about how I could finance a tablet. Thank you for that information, but the fact is a tablet isn’t something I need, it’s not essential for my study or planned future. It’s just a really cool gadget that I saw and when “ohh shinyâ€. Yes if I had gotten a $20 000… (more…)
I love summer so that I can get plates full of salad crisp and raw vegetables. And before you worry I’ve been pod-personed the plate still has chips on it to go with all the healthy crunchy vegetables. I just really enjoying the new season. I went to a seminar presentation today. I didn’t have to present or anything, but… (more…)
So this is going to be a long length of craziness, just to warn you. Last time I wrote here it was because I failed my Masters. I got a letter than when read showed that we had failed. We spiralled out of control, fortunately there were others to step up and take over. Sure there were issues, and I… (more…)
So to start there was therapy. A huge mess. I don’t even know where to start, how to start explaining how much of a disaster that was. And to be honest, I’m not entirely sure I even remember a third of it. However, that said, I think we quit. I’m just not sure whether it was a threat of quitting,… (more…)
Because we really are this depressive right now