Therapy yesterday, I’ve been meaning to write about it since I left the building, but then with the bike crisis and today’s shit day at work I don’t know if I can find the right words, to get my mind together long enough to make sense. So therapy. It would appear we have a high trust in our therapist. It… (more…)
Therapy tonight was intense, so much stuff to process and I will do that later. But for now I need to bitch. I had shifted my therapy to 5pm so I didn’t think about that when I parked. When therapy was over and we walked to our bike we found out that it had been locked in the carpark. I… (more…)
Kate told us Bob was coming up at 5 tonight, he must have said he was coming up at 4. Either way we missed him and it brought home just how desperate things are for us right now. We feel on the verge of some complete breakdown. Holding it together for work, have to keep it together for another 4… (more…)
I’ve lost my orange chocolate truffle recipe. Fuck It!!!
It hasn’t really been a good weekend. Productive, but emotionally we are really struggling. I don’t know what exactly is going on. A couple of times now we come to the computer hoping to write it out, the task of putting things into words is often helpful, a start to processing what is going on. But instead of that happening… (more…)
Brian messaged me last week, with the whole I haven’t seen you, I’m missing you deal. I told him I had a job now so was working all day. But then went on to say that not seeing him in a month had given me time to think and I could no longer continue doing what we had been doing.… (more…)
You Are 50% Weird Normal enough to know that you’re weird… But too damn weird to do anything about it! How Weird Are You? BASiCS 001.Name: non-legal name… Shire 002.D.O.B.: December 1968 003.Location: New Zealand 004.Religion: Witch 005.Occupation: Research Assistant APPEARANCE 001.Hair: more grey than brown 002.Eyes: Hazel or grey 003.Height: 5′8†STYLE 001.Clothing: Mostly jeans because motorbikes and skirts… (more…)
Today sucked. I think it was doomed from the start. We spent most of the night awake and crying, so when it came time to get up and head into work we put it off to the very last minute. Then at work it was a day of everything going wrong. For some reason a number of the pdf files… (more…)
I had thought about doing this entry whilst I am at work. I have a lot of really slow work to do. I am searching databases and downloading any new articles I find. This takes forever, for the file to download so I can save it. There is probably a quicker way to do it, but right now I can’t… (more…)
No one wants to go to work tomorrow. They are upset at me for telling them we have to go. We will go, we have a commitment to fulfil. But it’s difficult and everyone is struggling under the weight of crap, but we know we have to put on our normal face for the week, and four weeks after that.… (more…)