I can’t believe we drew again, and against Italy, its shocking, amazing and makes me bounce. Footballs about the only game I even consider watching, but I didn’t think we had shit chance of getting more than one point
I can’t believe we drew again, and against Italy, its shocking, amazing and makes me bounce. Footballs about the only game I even consider watching, but I didn’t think we had shit chance of getting more than one point
I was speaking to a friend today. She said she had terrible social phobia. It was odd, because really I haven’t heard anyone use that term outside of the therapy setting. I thought, damn someone I can relate to, until she got talking. Now I don’t mean to sound judgemental, but really it probably was very judgemental of me. What… (more…)
After 10 weeks I am smoking again. I’m so kicking my own arse. I’ll have to give up again, there’s simply no way I can afford it. Stupid me doing stupid things but starting up again. Me all bitchy at myself over this. It’s the staying stopped that’s hard, not the actual stopping
I couldn’t find any rhubarb in the supermarket. That makes me sad. I have such a craving for rhubarb and custard and was going to have it for dinner. I’m still sick, it’s still bloody cold. But at least the heater is working again. I’m starting to freak out about school. I’ve been hidden away from people for so long,… (more…)
A few months ago I met this guy. He was young but seemed interesting. We considered starting a D/s relationship but at the time family problems with him got in the road and nothing came of it. It wasn’t a big deal, I just set it aside as something that didn’t work out, without feeling bad about it. Then a… (more…)
I want to write something about my fucked up intimate/sex life, but I’m sick and grumpy. My nose has decided to clog up and I’m struggling to breath. The electrician still hasn’t come to fix the heater so the house is icy cold. So basically I’m miserable and my brain is really foggy. Just, it’s this big fucking mess, and… (more…)
About 2 weeks ago I got drenched. There were major flooding in Dunedin and it was, well basically miserable. I would have liked to stay at home but I also needed to get stuff done down at the University. Long very wet very tiresome story later I got soaked to the skin. But the time I got home my jeans… (more…)