Yesterday I went down to the University and was shown where they want me to do my study. All post-graduate students have their own desks. It was in a room with about another eight people, which freaked me out a little. But it ended up in a relatively private spot. Technically I share the area with another woman, but she’s… (more…)
God my post trauma stuff is so freaking me out today. I keep thinking there’s something in the room with me, or just outside the window. It’s not a nice feeling, I get a glimpse of something out the corner of my eye and there’s a burst of terror. I look over and it’s a fucking tree I’m seeing and… (more…)
Man the pink is PINK. We are so going to have to change this. I finally got off my arse and did something about school. I still feel terrified, but hiding my head in the sand will just end up making me feel worse when I see that I’ve lost my chance at that. So I sucked it up and… (more…)
Ok so I know this is really PINK, and not my thing, but someone asked really politely to use it, so I’ll have to deal… well deal until we get sick of it and change it again. There isn’t a lot of themes to choose from, and the ones we do like we can’t use because we’ve forgotten the user… (more…)
I’ve got about 3 weeks until I start back at University. I wish I could go on about how excited I am, but the truth is I’m terrified. I don’t think I’m up to it. Not the intellectual stuff, although that alone freaks me out, but since stopping therapy really the only time I leave the house is to go… (more…)