I’m calling it off with Owen. It just isn’t working with me. Not that he’s a bad guy, he’s just not suited to me, nor me to him. I could keep doing it, quite easily really, but I’ve decided I prefer to have no contact that contact that leaves me hollow and bored. Perhaps being single is what it is… (more…)
My food issues kicked in big time lately. There was a baby-shower lunch type thing in the post-grad room last week. I was included although it was for people I didn’t know. Which was nice, so I sat back and watched and talked a little. People kept saying, go on have something to eat, and it freaked me out. Food… (more…)
The drama that is my love life continues. Daniel was back for a while. We were emailing on Monday, but because I didn’t respond, instead paying attention to getting my work done for the deadline, he closed his accounts. It seems I need to respect his study, but I’m suppose to drop mine for him. Amusing really. Brian is back… (more…)
I’ve been obsessively playing this song over and over.. something about the lyrics and the passion its sung with. You gotta swim Swim for your life Swim for the music that saves you When you’re not so sure you’ll survive You gotta swim And swim when it hurts The whole world is watching You haven’t come this far To fall… (more…)
So I got my proposal sections in on time, and saw my supervisor today. They were pretty good, there was a couple of times it was obvious the painkillers were playing with my head. Usually when my supervisor isn’t quite sure what I’m trying to say, I can work it out and reword it better, but there were a couple… (more…)
I’m sitting here watching the Dog Whisperer with tears running down my face… seriously.. what’s wrong with me???
I just deleted all my spam. Over the years I’ve had this journal I collected over 70 000 spam comments, and since I could only delete 20 at a time, it took fucking forever, but its done, so now I just have to keep up to date with it. Yay, talk about procrastinating time wasting
Brian came around for a visit today. Mostly it was just that, a visit and a chat. But he ended up at my feet rubbing them and my calves. It was sweet and well, one thing lead to another and we had a little play. It wasn’t anything major, and I remained fully dressed throughout it all but it was… (more…)
I put my neck out a couple of days ago. Fuck it’s bad. I’ve still got almost zero movement in it, can barely move my head, and if I put too much pressure on my arms it spikes shooting pain through it. This is not that unusual, I’ve had neck problems ever since my grandfather strangled me, but fortunately it’s… (more…)